Let me tell you. It is not exactly easy to focus on much of anything when there is a 3,000-acre wildfire burning a dozen miles away. I’m really trying to hunker down and diligently write while processing the program content, yet all I can do is scroll and refresh, hoping for some update as to whether or not I need to grab what I can carry and the animals I can haul to boogie on out of here.
My three giant LaMancha goats are probably the most stressful part of that equation. Things are replaceable, and even irreplaceable things won’t impact going on with life if the worst were to face us, but letting loose or leaving my dream and reason for moving out here in the first place is the most stressful of all.
I will try to apply Dr. Harapnuik’s early advice about 90-minute work sessions. I am going to tell myself that I can step away from the wildfire for 1.5 hours to focus on school, then I can scroll for updates until the next 90-minute work session. Surely, my mind can use the break from the anxiety and worry that comes with watching and waiting.
I can’t help but make connections to this week’s module content and discussion. I absorbed Sir Ken Robinson’s message (2013 & 2015) to explore passions, following interests, and creativity to decide what I could say about my innovative digital idea that others would care enough to read about. As I sit here wondering if the worst was to come, what would I look back on smoldering ruin, wondering what I regret leaving behind. In much the same way, this publishing course answers the question, what is one thing I want other people to know about me about my passions. How can I help change the world, one learning at a time, so that others with the same heart can do the same?
Update. I made it about 40 minutes before I am stepping back outside to watch, smell, and scroll some more for updates and information. I am determined not to let this situation cost me my GPA, final semester, and second-to-last course. This first assignment is due Sunday, and I will find a way to power through between stress, anxiety, sleeplessness, prayers, and naps.
The Advisor That Cares 